Wednesday, September 21, 2016

You're Not Sorry

"Say you're sorry that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time, cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known"

I could feel guilty and beat myself up all day for believing in you but instead I will move on with my life as a lessen learned.  I sacrificed my own morals and values because sometimes love makes a person do crazy things. You made me better but you also made me worse.

The truth is I will go on and lead a normal life.  I will love again someday. I will be okay because I am a good person with a good heart who was taken advantage of. 

I would have given up everything for you and loved you forever, so live with that.  Live with knowing you had me, the very best of me at one time but I have let you go.

It feels so much better on this side of the closed door.